I knew many years,
about your bi tendency.
And for some reason,
I thought,
it wouldn't affect you and me.
That one May night,
Took my by surprise.
And now I can barely stand,
To look into your best friend's eyes.
I know I said otherwise,
But it tore me apart.
Straight from my brain,
To my heart.
I confide in my friends,
About the pain.
The worst part is,
They don't feel the same.
"I wouldn't consider that cheating."
"It's not with a girl, so it's fine.
And no matter how they see it,
No longer will you be just mine.
Curled in the crook of the curve
of my torso,
Black gold dappled fur
Nestled against my bare skin,
Pointy ears perked with posture
Searching for disruption in silence.
Love is like a library-
getting caught up in a great book,
used by many before...
Sometimes its essence is overdue,
even when one's not finished reading,
then you pay the price,
you long for the book back.
Yes, you can renew,
but you will have to return it
eventually.
~Beautiful~
This tern may coin
Unconventional to describe a man.
But you are the most beautiful thing
I had ever seen.
Beautiful: I love you.
Beautiful: I wish you were mine once again.
Beautiful: I have my mind set on you,
I will never give up.
Every time I see you
I feel a burst of energy
A tingle beckoning a smile
Upon my solemn face.
But then
I think about how different
You are now
And I feel precipitation
Clouding my eyes
We [know] each other
We [knew] each other
We [lost] each other
We [changed] each other
We just stand from afar
And glance at the
Important person we lost from our heart
And then feel ashamed.
"Verbum satis sapienti" ... Erin is thy name of mine. I occupy my time by being an unconventional teenage outcast. My life seems to be just a satire of humanity. ... I am currently 14 years of age. I have this psychotic, possibly schizophrenic, boyfriend, Luke. My future occupation will most likely be either a CAT scan tech or a theologian on Eastern religion. My denomination is Agnostic Theist influenced by Taoism and other Eastern religions. ... Besides my anti-social tendencies, I love talking to people. Don't worry, I don't bite (Possibly a nibble.) ^-^
Favourite Visual Artist
M. C. Escher
Favourite Movies
A Scanner Darkly
Favourite TV Shows
1000 Ways to Die
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The White Stripes
Favourite Books
anything by Kurt Vonnegut
Favourite Writers
Kurt Vonnegut
Favourite Games
...Monopoly? lol
Tools of the Trade
my fingers :p
Other Interests
Eastern theology, nature, Byzantine Empire, and Lucas Shoaf ^-^
I've been procrastinating on uploading my paintings and other works in progress to dA. So, since I was bored and craving for something to do, I took pictures of some of my pottery/ paintings/ drawings. Please enjoy and tell me what you think! :D
It is officially one week since I've converted to vegetarianism!! :D I was at the St. Louis airport with my grandma and my little sister to drop one of our family friends off. We ate lunch there and walking around looking at gift shops when a Hare Krishna book was given to me for free. It was persuading to become vegetarian and some awesomely delicious vegetarian recipes. It looked interesting, so I read it. I was inspired to live a meat-free lifestyle.
~We are all animals under God's eyes.
As of right now, I'm starting a collage using my shiny rocks and oil pastels. :la: it's gonna look great!